Anonymous asked: Weird. I'm a completely different anonymous person but I have to admit I'm in the same boat as the other anon. To a T. I wish I could help too, you meant a lot to me. I guess the ironic part is that you desire friendships yet you've evidently let valuable friendships go. Perhaps paying attention to those who care about you instead of focusing on those you want to care about you would be beneficial to you. Not to be snide, just an observation. I hope you get the help you need and find happiness.
The only friendships I ever let go of are those that didn’t show me the satisfaction of true friendship. I desire friendships with people that are willing to make me feel special, like I mean something to them, and I have NEVER really fully had anything like that. I give a lot and never receive so if people are willing to show me the friendship I have given then I will see it, but since no one does that I will be taking meds to deal with that fact.
Anonymous asked: I've been thinking about you recently. I haven't been on tumblr in awhile so I decided to lurk your page. I was sorry to read about the ordeals you've been going through. I wish we still talked regularly so I could help out. I feel like me returning to your life would cause more turmoil, so i'd just like you to know that you have my support and I believe you're strong enough to get through anything. Never stop reaching.
I have no idea who this is from thanks I guess?